forgot ab u

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyoooo guess who forgot about this blog already? ME!

anyways hi i think my lungs r collapsing but that is besides the point. i feel like writing something tonight so i might just keep this short. school starts soon and i cant wait to finish it already, graduating is something ive been looking forward to since birth. i mean, if you think about it, you grow up with the certain planned future of you go to school until you graduate. college is NEVER a certainty. the one constant thing in my life for the past idk how many years has been school and college is something thats so unknown and im so scared but i think im ready.

jk i dont think anyone is ever really certain if they are ready for college. if you wouldve asked me 3 months ago i wouldve definitely have said no and that i was probably going to work at mcdonalds for the rest of my life because it seemed easier. not because i wanted to, dont get me wrong, i love learning and all that but the pressure is what i hate.

i tell my mom all the time, if college was inexpensive i would never not be in college for the rest of my life, id get a degree in everything and have a PhD in everything too because why the hell not. anyways i think tonight is a writing night just wanted to update yall (yall being nobody) because if i didnt tonight i wouldnt for another 5 months.

xoxo,

dumb bitch