hi. so i had a random, spur of the moment idea to create a public diary like im in some cheesy movie and am about to get asked to prom with flowers and a big grand gesture and we all aww and coo and go home feeling sadder and lonelier than we were when we bought the damn tickets.
right now, it’s 1 in the morning and im listening to sad taylor swift songs because im on my period and crying just sounds sooo good right now. i also don’t know if i should introduce myself or let yall just figure it out…… i say yall as if anyone is actually reading this besides my future employer because this will somehow get traced back to me and id die of actual embarrassment… if thats the case, hi mr/mrs employer i promise im soo smart and this blog is teenage angst and goofery i promise im smarter now just click off ok ily.
i feel like this is so awkward like someone will find it and tweet “oomf thinks shes in perks of being a wallflower… unstan” and id probably cry.
ok whatever, hi im not saying my name so it isnt necessary. im she/her, pronouns are all we need right?? i like to write and im about to start my senior year of highschool. im a pisces. ummmmmmmmmmm what else. i love twitter and all kinds of music really. im a really daydreamy person so most of these posts will be about the life i want for myself or how im gonna marry some gorgeous celebrity who is my new obsession of the week. i also really really love music and i dont mean that in like i love to make music i mean like im always listening to music my spotify recap for 2018 was like 78,000 hours of music i listened to…. i actually dont know how many hours thats probably a HUGE exaggeration but anyways. ill probably post a lot of laundry lists of songs.
i guess my expectations for this blog is just for me to write how i feel regularly and its so much easier to ramble when i type so dont really expect me just talking about my day. its gonna be more ranty and i promise ill try to use periods and commas and whatever. i act like i dont run a regular blog about other stuff where its proofread 76 times before i post. but i promise im not dumb LOL
um, i dont know if i should just get into it and end it here. i might end it here and should really fall asleep crying to untouchable by taylor swift like its my damn job.
ok ok ok im about to stop, but basically if anyone is reading this and wants to talk like comment and ill reply or comment ur email or ur instagram and we can be blog bffs omg so cute but yea!!! idk how anyone is ever gonna find this and even enjoy it. ok im going to bed i promise the next posts willbe more structured and make more sense ok gn
i wish this was a coming of age indie movie 