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this is my new diary i guess?? *extremely personal* (NOT CLICKBAIT)

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    this is so stupid (pt. 1)

    July 26, 2019 by

    hi. so i had a random, spur of the moment idea to create a public diary like im in some cheesy movie and am about to get asked to prom with flowers and a big grand gesture and we all aww and coo and go home feeling sadder and lonelier than we were when we… Read more

  • all nighter extravaganza

    November 13, 2020 by

    gooooood morning! it’s 8:59 AM and i have been up all night. the goal is to stay up all day, with no naps, but we’ll see how that goes. this morning i had a psychic moment and it’s the second time something similar to that has happened, and it’s really interesting to me it makes… Read more

  • September 13, 2020 by

    i don’t remember the last time i wrote on here so that could be because it’s been a while or just that im fucking stupid so we shall see (ill check once im done) i don’t really know what i wanna talk about. i could probably sit here and tell you a million things, all… Read more

  • I um yea

    June 22, 2020 by

    i wish i had the strength to write out everything thats transpired this past week or so but i cant it hurts way more than it should. it hurts knowing i disappointed people. people i cared so much about. people who cared about me. people i called friends. they’ll know me as disappointing and for… Read more

  • hi…

    June 17, 2020 by

    again, this probably wont make a lot of sense but i just need to write it and put it somewhere so hi. i really dont think my return to twitter can happen anytime soon. every time i log on, i go looking for something that will hurt me and it really should hurt me tbh.… Read more

  • crying, again

    June 12, 2020 by

    hi, theres so much i wanted to talk to you about but right now its 4pm and thats by far the earliest in the day i’ve ever written one of these. well i would say 4am is pretty early (when i usually write these) but you know what i mean. this probably wont make a… Read more

  • i have the hiccups bruh

    June 5, 2020 by

    ive had the hiccups on and off all day and it sucks fr i forgot where i left off last time, whats new. i have the memory of a fish. not an exaggeration. umm lets see! guess what 🙂 i finally bought my new computer! after saving up forever i finally have my macbook!! i’m… Read more

  • Omg im famous

    May 22, 2020 by

    hello… my last post got like 4 likes and i gained a single follower… so whoever you are… i love you and i cant wait to start our beautiful love story together. no but actually last night after i posted that rambling mess i was up watching tiktoks (again, the mental illness) and i got… Read more

  • hello again…

    May 21, 2020 by

    its 3 am whats fucking new okay so hi i dont remember the last time i got on here i know it wasnt too long ago i actually have no perception of time in my brain i honestly just vibe but anyways hey. i finished high school! in the middle of a pandemic! who knew!… Read more

  • dear god

    May 7, 2020 by

    haha i literally only remember this account when im DYING of mental illness. i genuinely cant remember what my last post was about. to be clear i never reread posts or read them period for that matter, i just write every thought that comes into my stupid little brain and then post it and then… Read more

  • misery.

    February 5, 2020 by

    dramatic, huh? anyways, hi. i’m back after i dont even know how long. i just found out i have been rejected from both my top picks for college. i havent felt this beaten down in so long. i mean, this time two years ago i was moving 1000 miles away from home, literally 2 years… Read more

  • forgot ab u

    August 14, 2019 by

    heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyoooo guess who forgot about this blog already? ME! anyways hi i think my lungs r collapsing but that is besides the point. i feel like writing something tonight so i might just keep this short. school starts soon and i cant wait to finish it already, graduating is something ive been looking forward to… Read more

  • i didnt go to bed lol (pt. 2)

    July 26, 2019 by

    hiiiiiiii. i thought maybe i should explain more about the title of this blog. ive always idealized movies like perks of being a wallflower, not the sad parts, but the teenage moments where the kids peak in highschool and are having the time of their lives and each moment is fleeting but right now and… Read more

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